The battle between logic and feelings, too many thoughts circling around your brain. You want to believe that there is a solution but you can't. That downward spiral of negative thinking takes over you.
So many people have given up. I have learned to stop talking. The words "im fine just tired" are said every day. << Everyone leaves eventually. They say they'll always be there for you no matter what happens, and suddenly they disappear.
I often feel this way because I can't usually get all the right words out and express how I actually feel i have a pretty hard time letting people in there's only one person in my family i really trust to tell anything to