It was a rough day. Dad's still not doing well & Mom's worried. I try to be there for her & help her but I can't seem to do enough. I know that God is going to take care of this, I just need to keep giving it to Him. I really struggled today that I could lose him, I kept thinking about it. It started to hit me what it would be like if I really did, how I would feel. I'd always denied myself that feeling that it wouldn't happen.