Fail depressed depression suicide alone broken Scared fear self harm hopeless self hate cut ugly bullied confused cry tears insecure worthless i hate myself self destruction Afraid heart break failure overdose on my own no future i hate me no more emotion
only type of people i hang with. it was a pity to grow up in family that fed of talking about other people. i am so proud that i realised it wasn’t the right way to live a happy life and made the change and broke away from the sadness.
Be kind and gentle to yourself. Give yourself a break. Feel hard and be grateful for those feelings, embrace them. Then try and laugh :)
This has been a hard lesson to learn for me. But to heal and be better I have had to face some of the uglier parts of my life and finally make myself push to be better and go beyond the Stupid senseless mistakes I’ve made over and over that have hurt the people I love most
"Despite the fact that it broke my heart to walk this path you set me on, I see now that I am not lost like I thought I was in the beginning. I am realizing that these were not wasted years or wasted tears – it was all part of a journey to find the person