And then all of a sudden she changed. She came back as a completely different person with a new mindset a new outlook and a new soul. The girl that once crawled way too much about everyone and everything no longer cared at all. Things and people change
I Deserve Peace. Peace from chaos. I was always there for people in my life. When I mean there. calling, talking in person, visiting. I was too much there for them. Almost self sacrificing for others I cared for.
Truth is, I get jealous easily because what's mine is mine. I'm stubborn as hell, I say sorry too much. I act like I don't give a fuck because I care too much. I over analyze the smallest of things & probably come off as a bitch to simply guard myself.