Last updated 4 years ago
This is how things are with some of my old friends. I think about them all the time and question if I should message them. But then I wonder if they ever think of me too and if messaging them is something to do, or if I should let things be. Because, I'd rather be able to think about them with happiness knowing that it was only space, and not differences or fights, that separated us.
i am happy about that. i was scared of losing someone i never had. i was so focused on trying to be someone i just can not be. and now i am in peace with myself...dont regret my decision to let certain people go. thanks to everyone who helped me to learn my lesson. anyone who was in my life a year ago and isnt anymore...you all taught me something.
Oh I do, people can't be nice these days, it's all fake, I don't know why tho! Like be real! How hard is that?! Doesn't matter tho, really won't affect me at all! I still believe everyone getting along is important especially for the kids, I know from experience, but nothing I can do! Sucks i wasted my time, but im glad i tried, my conscience is clear!